Showing posts with label Pregnancy 懷孕. Show all posts
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Monday, October 10, 2011

She's Here!女兒誕生

I have a very good reason for the lack of blogs lately. 
我有一個很好的理由來解釋為什麼最近都沒有寫新的文章。
Our baby girl has arrived!
我們的女兒誕生了。


She came on October 1st, at 1:13pm.  She was 7lbs 9oz, and 19.5 inches long!  
她出生於10月1日下午1點13分。重3430克,身長為49.53公分。
We went to the hospital on the morning of October 1st at 5am.  I didn't want to get induced, but because of my husband's busy school schedule, I wanted to make sure he was there for the birth of his daughter, so I made an appointment to be induced on Saturday morning.
我們在10月1日凌晨5點到達醫院。我一點也不想被"催生",但是由於我先生學校課程忙碌,而我希望女兒出生時他能在我身旁,所以我約了醫生在星期六把女兒生出來。
By this point, I was already 5cm dilated, so I thought she would come pretty fast.  I didn't want to use pitocin, which is the medicine they use to start contractions.  I just wanted the doctor to break my water, and see what would happen.  I was put on antibiotics when I first arrived because I tested positive for Group B Strep.  Then at about 8am the doctor broke my water.  Then I walked around the hospital halls to get the contractions going.  Nothing was really happening so the nurse asked me if I would be okay if they turned on the pitocin just a little bit.  I really didn't want to, but nothing was happening so I agreed.
到醫院時,我已經開了5公分,所以我想她應該很快就會出來。我也不想用藥去讓我開始陣痛,我只想要醫生把我的羊水弄破,然後看情形。
由於我的B型鏈球菌抗源測定為陽性,所以我一到醫院時他們就給了我抗生素 。到了8:00左右,醫生弄破了我的羊水。接下來我就在醫院裡走來走去,希望能早些開始陣痛。但是一點動靜也沒有,所以護士問我,要不要打一點催生針,我真的很不想,但是因為一點都沒有要生的意思,我只好同意。
They gave me a minimal amount and I continued to walk through the halls.
他們給了我最低劑量,然後讓我持續的在醫院走來走去。
For some reason I really didn't want to get an epidural this time.  I wanted to experience natural labor.  And it hurt.  A LOT.  I was crying and screaming.  
也不知為什麼,這次我就是不想用無痛分娩。我很想經驗一次自然生產。
但是,真的痛,痛死我了。
從頭到尾我都在大哭和尖叫。
At around 1pm the pain was almost unbearable.  Lucky for me I had a fabulous nurse who would push on my back and talk me through each contraction.  I had very long contractions so the time in between each contraction was very short, and I didn't have enough time to take a breath before the next one began.
下午一點左右,我幾乎已經無法承受這種痛。還好我的護士非常棒,她在我每次陣痛時都會推我的背,並和我說話鼓勵我。我的陣痛很長而兩次陣痛間的時間又非常短,短到連喘一口氣迎接下一個陣痛的時間都沒有。
Finally, I was allowed to push.  Every person within 15 miles of the hospital could probably hear me screaming.  My poor husband had no idea what to do.  In 4 pushes, my little girl arrived.
終於,到了我可以推的時候。
我想醫院中離我方圓15里的人都聽得到我的大呼小叫。
我可憐的丈夫被我慘烈的叫聲弄得不知所措。
還好,
在經過四次的用力推送後,
我的小女兒瓜瓜落地。


I couldn't believe how absolutely exhausted I was.  
真是無法想像人可以累成這個樣子。
But she is here now.  And I love her.  She is beautiful.  
但是,
她誕生了。
我愛她,
她真的好美麗。


Thursday, September 1, 2011

Pregnancy Photos懷孕攝影

Here are some pictures that my very talented friend Alana took for me. 
這幾張相片是我一位對照相非常有天份的朋友拍的。







I'm 35 weeks, and I can't believe baby girl is coming so soon!  154 pounds and feeling very big. 
我現在是35週。真的不可置信,我的小女兒就要來了!
目前體重是70公斤。感覺自己好龐大。

My doctor took a random blood test to test my sugar levels and she said I'm doing fine.  She told me to still stay away from eating large amounts of sugar. 
醫生替我做了一個隨機抽血的血糖測試,結果正常。
她要我持續遠離含糖太多的食物。

I am so tired but I am getting excited! 
真的很累。
不過,非常興奮!

Monday, August 1, 2011

So Fast!

Well, no translator again today.  Mom's still recovering.

I wanted to just post some pictures, and when I went to upload them, I clicked on an August 2009 album instead of 2011.  In this album I found a picture of me the day I found out I was pregnant with #2.


It really just seems like yesterday that I was at the hospital giving birth to Eli...


And here I am, NINE weeks away from having yet another baby.  You probably think I'm crazy. 

It's because I am.


Here's a picture from last week, at 30 weeks pregnant.  My hair was bad, but I'm feeling good! 

See you Friday for a better post ;)

Monday, July 18, 2011

What I Don't Eat When I'm Pregnant 我在懷孕中不吃甚麼...

29 weeks this week. 
這個星期懷孕進入29週。

I've had a really long weekend so this entry might be short.
  We attended two birthday parties and a wedding in one day!  But it is ME, so it probably won't be as short as I think it will be.
這個周末我們非常忙碌,參加了兩個小朋友的生日party,一個朋友的婚禮…….所以這篇文章應該會很短。但是,因為是我,所以也有可能還是會寫出一大篇。

Someone asked me what I things I do eat, and what things I don't eat during my pregnancies.
有人問我在懷孕中吃哪些東西,不吃哪些東西。

I follow the guidelines that my doctor gives me:
基本上我跟隨我的醫師囑咐;

-Shark, swordfish, king mackerel, and albacore tuna

-Raw or undercooked fish or meats
-Deli meats
-Soft cheeses and unpasteurized milk and juices
-Unwashed fruits and vegetables, salad bars, and raw vegetable sprouts
-Caffeine
-Alcohol

The doctor asks us to stay away from the above items for safety reasons. 
鯊魚,箭魚,大鲭鱼,方頭魚,長鳍金槍鱼
生的或沒煮熟的魚和肉
像火腿那樣的熟食肉
軟乾酪及未經高溫消毒的牛奶及果汁
未經洗淨的蔬菜及水果,沙拉吧,生的芽菜
咖啡因
酒精
為了安全的理由,醫師要我不要碰上面的東西。

I also try to keep the following items to a minimum:
以下的東西我只用最小量

-Dairy products
乳製品
-Sugar
精製糖
 

I also try to stay away from dairy products because:

我之所以會避免用乳製品是因為
 
1) I'm a little bit lactose intolerant anyway, and I don't want to be eating things I'm allergic to when I'm pregnant.  I want to try to keep my body as healthy as possible.  (Of course, sometimes I can't help but have a little bit of ice cream...)

我有一點乳糖不耐症,我不想在我懷孕時吃會造成我身體過敏的食物。我要盡我所能的保持自己在最佳的健康狀態(當然我也有忍不住跑去吃一口冰淇淋的時候)
 
2) When we become pregnant, our bodies begin to produce higher levels of progesterone.  The increase of progesterone causes digestion to slow down so we can better absorb nutrients in our intestines.  As a result, it becomes harder to pass stools and our feces may harden.  Usually cutting out dairy (this is what naturopathic doctors recommend) will help lessen the symptoms of constipation.  I keep it to a minimum so I don't contribute to the stomach problems the increasing hormones in my body is already causing!

當我們懷孕時,我們的身體會產生出比較多的黃體素。產生出比較多的黃體素會讓我們的消化緩慢,好讓我們的腸子有機會好好的吸收營養素。但是它也會有造成排便困難,排泄物變硬的可能。通常不吃乳製品(這是自然醫學醫師建議的)可以減少便秘的機會。我盡量少吃乳製品是因為我不想讓已經被荷爾蒙影響的排便問題惡化。

I have been craving a lot of sugary things this pregnancy.  It's true what they say about having a girl!  I try to only keep my sugar allowances for when I have a craving.  I eat healthy 95% of the time, and allow myself 5% to give into my cravings.  Too much sugar takes a toll on our bodies and weakens our immune system.  Again, I like to try to keep my body as healthy as possible during pregnancy.  I already have so many symptoms to deal with during pregnancy, I don't want to make it more difficult for myself!

這次懷孕我非常想吃甜食。沒錯,人家說懷女孩會這樣。我盡量保持吃糖的配額,只在非常想吃時使用。我讓自己95%都吃得很健康,留5%給嘴饞的時候。
吃太多糖會造成身體的傷害,讓我們的免疫系統變弱。
就像我剛剛說的,我要努力保持自己在最佳的健康狀態。懷孕中要應付的狀況已經夠多了,我不想把事情弄得更困難。

Well, I'm exhausted!  I'm going to go get some much needed rest, and maybe a foot rub from the husband.
太累了!我要去好好的大睡一場,或許可以讓我先生先給我一個好好的腳部按摩….

See you in a few days!
過幾天見囉!

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Pregnancy Weight Gain 談談懷孕中的體重增加

A reader asked me why I make a goal to put on weight when I am pregnant, and I realized- she’s right!  Here I am talking about how excited I am that I have put on 22 pounds….but why?? 

有一位讀我部落格的朋友問我,為什麼我會在懷孕中設立一個增重的目標。
我從來也沒想過這事。但是,對啊!我一直在興奮的提我重了22磅的事為什麼?

According to my height (5’4”) and starting weight (125 pounds) the recommended weight gain for me is 25 to 35 pounds.  Your doctor usually gives you a recommendation on weight gain.  But if you are in the “normal” category, like I am, then that was my recommended weight gain.  If you are underweight, you should be gaining more, and if you are overweight, you should be gaining less. 

根據我的身高五呎四吋(162公分)及懷孕前的體重125(約為56.8公斤),懷孕期理想的體重增加應該是2535 (1116公斤左右)。醫師們通常會給一個增加體重數的建議。像我這樣大致上落入"正常體重"範圍的人,11-16公斤就是建議給我們的數字。如果妳比較瘦,妳應該要增加更多,要多於11-16公斤。如果妳原本就比較超重,可能要增加的體重就要少於11-16公斤。

 Me at starting weight
剛懷孕時

Everybody is different though and your weight, height, race, your body build, your nutritional habits, your mother’s nutritional habits when she was pregnant with you all play a role in how much weight you will gain with the children.

話雖如此,但是還是有個人差異。你的身高,體重,種族,體格,飲食習慣,妳母親懷妳時的飲食習慣都跟妳在懷孕中會增加多少重量有關。

Now when I say “weight gain” I am not talking about empty calories.  I am not eating cheeseburgers, fries, and ice cream sundaes every day to get to my goal weight.  I do give into my cravings once in a while, but greasy food and fatty, creamy desserts will only add unnecessary fat to your bodies.  If you eat a well-balanced, nutritious diet, you will accumulate enough good fat for your pregnancy.  This good fat is what protects your baby, and later on supplies your breast milk with enough fat for your newborn, to ensure healthy growth in those first few months of their lives.

首先我要澄清一下”增加體重這件事。
我談的不只是增加卡路里帶來的體重增加。我不是每天靠著吃起司漢堡,薯條和冰淇淋聖代來增加我的體重。雖然我有時也會嘴饞。
但是油份和脂肪過高的食物及舖滿奶油的甜點只會給我們的身體不好的脂肪。如果我們吃有營養及營養均衡的食物,在懷孕的過程中就會在母親身體裡累積出足夠的好脂肪。這些對我們有益的脂肪不但可以保護我們的身體,更可以在孩子出生後供給給新生兒好品質的母乳,並確定孩子在出生的前幾個月中都能攝取到足夠的必要養份,健康的成長。

 40 weeks pregnant with Malakai
凱凱40週時的我
 40 weeks pregnant with Eli
凱弟40週時的我

Nutrition is very important during pregnancy, not only for the baby, but also for you.  It is important to have great nutrition since all your energy and all your resources are given to grow your baby.  Not only that, but after the baby is born, a healthy mother recovers faster, and is also able to produce better quality breast milk.  During my first trimester, it was very hard for me to eat anything.  I threw up everything I ate and I was only able to keep food down sometimes. This is very common among women.  I tried my best to eat what I could, but my nausea made it very difficult.  I kept taking my vitamins every single day, though, and also drank “green smoothies” in small sips whenever I could.  

足夠的營養對懷孕的婦女是非常重要的。為了孩子也是為了母親。它的重要性不只在於懷孕時母親們可以用最完全的營養及資源來滋養胎兒。同時一個健康的母親在生產後恢復的較快,也會分泌出養份高的母乳。在我懷孕第一個階段時因為害喜的厲害,所以很難去吃任何東西。我通常會吐出所有吃進肚子裡的東西,這種情況在孕婦身上非常普遍。我盡最大的力去吃,但是孕吐讓吃東西這件事變成很辛苦的差事。我只有每天吞維他命,並且喝幾口自己打的精力湯。

 A green smoothie is a smoothie made up of fruits and vegetables.  Here are a couple of my favorite combinations:

我的精力湯是用蔬菜和水果打的。以下是兩個我最喜歡的組合。
1)       
 One apple, one orange, and two handfuls of spinach
一個蘋果,一個橘子加上兩把菠菜。
2)         
One banana, one orange, half a pineapple, and two handfuls of kale
一根香蕉,一個橘子,半顆鳳梨及兩把甘藍。

I just put all of those ingredients in a blender with some ice and water.  I had to drink it very slowly, but at least I knew with one large glass of juice, I was getting the nutrients and fiber  from those fruits and vegetables.

我把這些材料都放在我的調理機裡,加上冰塊及水。我只能喝的非常慢,但是至少我知道我可以從這杯精力湯裡拿到一些從蔬果來的纖維和營養素。

 Malakai making the smoothie with me
凱凱跟我一起做精力湯
 Eli eating my smoothie!!
凱弟吃我做的精力湯

Dieting and not eating a well-balanced diet during pregnancy can potentially be harmful to your baby.  Being too skinny and being deficient of important things such as fats and carbohydrates causes the protein in the mother’s body to  all be used to feed the mother, and not the baby, which can cause problems in the developments of the baby.
如果在懷孕中節食或不吃均衡營養的飲食有可能會傷到孩子。太瘦或缺乏必要的營養,例如脂肪和碳水化合物就會造成母親身體裡的蛋白質全部用來維持媽媽的身體而胎兒就會得不到足夠的養份的情形。這樣會影響胎兒的正常發育。


For me, it is very important to put on the right amount of weight.  Eating nutritiously and exercising (if capable) will result in babies with healthy birth weights.  Babies that are at a healthy birth weight are able to handle stress during labor and delivery better, and they also have fewer complications in their newborn months.   Malakai was 8 lbs. 8oz, and Eli was 8lbs.

我認為增加適當的重量對我來說是非常重要的。吃營養的食物和適當的運動可以讓孩子在出生時有一個理想的重量。有理想重量的孩子在出生時比較能應付生產過程中的壓力,生產過程中也較少發生問題。同時孩子在剛出生的幾個月也比較不會出現健康上的狀況。
凱凱出生時是88盎司(4000),凱弟是8(3600)

 Malakai at 3 months
凱凱滿三個月時

 Eli at 3 months
凱弟滿三個月時

I want to have babies that are at a healthy birth weight, but aren’t just fat.  I want muscular and lean babies, which means they are heavier, but their body composition is not just fat.  Research has shown that babies who are muscular and lean are more active and healthy the rest of their lives, and also have greater mental capacity to learn, and are less prone to diseases.  In order to have muscular and lean babies, the mother needs to put on the right amount of weight correctly, by eating well, and exercising if she is capable.
 
我希望我的孩子能夠有理想的體重,但不是胖。我希望能給他們有肌肉的良好體格。這表示他們夠重但不是來自肥肉。研究調查顯示有良好體格的孩子比較活躍,而且在未來會是比較健康的大人,學習能力較高,少生病。
為了要給baby一個好的體格,母親需要好好的攝取營養,可能的話做些運動,正確的去增加體重。

Well, this was very long.  I’m sorry!  But this entry is really what I’m talking about when I named this blog “I Am Your Mommy.”  I strongly feel that when we choose to have a child, we need to do what we can to give them the best- including during the pregnancy and during breastfeeding, to give them the best head start they can possibly have.

一個不小心寫太長了。抱歉!但是這篇文章是我在取這個部落格的名字我是你媽媽時真正的想法。
我非常強烈的覺得當我們決定要有孩子時,就應該決定好盡能力給孩子最好的。包括最好的懷孕過程及最好的哺乳期。讓他們開始在一個好的起跑點上。

If for whatever reason you were not able to get adequate nutrition during your pregnancy (perhaps you were too sick to eat, had other complications, or maybe you didn't know you were pregnant for the first few months) it is still okay.  Giving your children the best nutrition at any stage in their life is incredibly beneficial for their growth.  There are also lots of preventative medicine, and countless solutions to worries you may have about your children.  There really isn't a need to be worried.  As long as we are trying our best, they will grow up to be healthy, beautiful children!

如果因為任何原因無法在懷孕中吸收適當的營養(也許是太不舒服吃不下,有其他健康上的狀況或在懷孕的前幾個月不知道自己已經懷孕了)沒有關係。在孩子的任何年齡都可以開始給他們營養健康的好食物幫助他們健康成長。
同時現在有許多先進的預防醫學措施和數不盡的解決方法可以幫助我們。所以不需要擔心。
只要盡力而為,孩子自然會被我們養的健康,快樂。

Monday, July 11, 2011

Lower Back Pain 腰背疼痛

I make 28 weeks this week.  Here we go, the beginning of the last trimester! 

這個星期我進入懷孕第28週。終於到了懷孕最後的一個階段了!

How do I feel?  To be honest, I feel like how I felt when I was 40 weeks with Eli.  I feel big, I feel hot, and my body is so tired.

你問我感覺如何?老實說,我現在的感覺很像我懷老二凱弟40週的時候。覺得自己很龐大,覺得好熱,覺得身體非常疲累。



The gauge on my stomach is also broken.  You know the gauge that tells you when you are full?  Mine is broken, and I can't fix it!  When I eat when I'm hungry I try to eat a reasonable amount of food, but I can never tell when I am full.  I go from "feeling satisfied" to "I'm so full someone has to roll me out of here" so quickly, and without me knowing until all the food on the table is gone.
 
我肚子裡用來決定飽和餓的標準好像也壞了。你知道這種機制會告訴你甚麼時候是吃飽了。我的呢?失控了。完全無力將它修復!
當我肚子餓去吃東西時,我會試著去吃一個適當的量,但是由於我沒有辦法判斷自己是否已經吃飽,所以我從”吃的很滿足”到”飽到想吐”中間所需的時間非常短。最可怕的是我會在不知不覺中吃下整桌的食物。

I have gained 22 pounds!  Hurray!  That means I will have the next 12 weeks to put on the last 12-13 pounds, which is about what I did with the other two pregnancies.  
 
我胖了22磅(10公斤)!好極了!這表示我還有12 週去增加12-13磅(大約6公斤),這跟我前兩次懷孕差不多。

I forget after each pregnancy how difficult it is to have the extra weight on my body.  I don't move very well.  Even if it's just adjusting from sleeping on my left side to my right, it takes me a while, and I always laugh at myself because I bet I look like a huge panda bear trying to roll over.  Well, at least panda bears are cute, right?
 
每次生完小孩,我就很快會把身上多這些重量帶來的不便忘記。
事實上,多這些重量讓我無法行動自如。就連睡覺時從左側睡翻到右側睡都要搞半天。我常常調侃自己,因為自己真的很像一隻大貓熊在翻身。
哈哈!不過至少大貓熊還蠻可愛的。



A few weeks ago I  bought a back support because I've had hip pain and lower back pain.  This is what it looks like:
 
由於我的臀部和背常常會痛,幾個星期前,我去買了一個"護腰”,
長這個樣子….


It has been a major help with carrying some of the weight from my growing belly.  Once I put it on I can feel a difference.  Go get one if you are experiencing the same aches and pains! 
 
它還真幫了不少忙,分擔了我日漸增大的肚皮帶來的重量。穿上它,我立刻感覺不一樣。
如果你跟我一樣會背痛,可以去買一個來試試。

My lower back has been definitely more sore this time around.  I think it's because I carry Eli around a lot. 
 
這一陣子我的腰特別會痛。我想可能是因為我常抱凱弟的關係吧!

If you have some lower back pains too, here are three easy stretches/exercises that I do to help alleviate some of the pain.  Please only do these or any new exercises if your pregnancy is normal.  If you are a high-risk pregnancy, please do not do these without talking to your doctor first.  They are not difficult, but since I don't know what situation you are in, I really don't want you to get hurt! 

如果你也會腰痛,我有幾個常用的伸展動作,可以減輕一些疼痛。這些伸展動作一定要在確認自己的懷孕是正常的狀況之下才可以做。如果你被告知是任何一種懷孕的高危險群,做之前請先與你的醫生商量。這些都是簡單的動作,但是每個人情況不同,我不希望見到有人因此受傷。
減輕腰部疼痛最好的方法就是去伸展腰部。
首先就準備位置,保持你的背是直的,吸氣。向前伸出你的右手,左腿往後抬起,與手平行。手腳伸出去的同時吐氣。請注意背部不要拱起。手腳伸出去的同時,你可以抬頭看你伸出去的手,但如果脖子覺得緊,可以保持頭部垂下。可能的話(量力而為)保持手腳伸出的姿勢五秒鐘。在這個五秒鐘裡還是要深呼吸。在做這些伸展時千萬不可憋住呼吸。收回你的右手和左腿,同樣的動作換成左手和右腿。輪流做10次。(請看以下影片)



Remember, as with all workouts or exercises during pregnancy, if you start to feel dizzy or nauseous, you need to stop.  Also remember to drink lots of water.  If you experience any bleeding or headaches, you need to stop.

 要留意,在懷孕期中做任何的伸展或運動,只要感到頭暈或想吐就請停下來。同時記得要多喝水。若是見到出血或感到頭痛,也請停下來。
接下來的這個動作就真的是一個伸展運動了。首先,我們要擺出一個做瑜珈的姿勢叫做”小孩子的姿勢”。這是一個很棒的伸展活動可以鬆開我們的背。確定你兩腿打開的程度能夠放下你的頭。從準備好的”小孩子的姿勢”你將蜷縮起你的脊椎。當你蜷縮時,你會感到你的腰部會有伸展的感覺。做這個動作可以不計次數,應該說,只要你的感覺是最舒服的。(請看以下的影片)
 


下面的動作也是一個很好的伸展動作。懷孕第二及第三期的人不要平躺太久。(因為這個姿勢可能阻斷供氧給孩子)如果要做,請只做幾秒鐘。
平躺在地,伸手出去抓自己的腳(好像小baby抓自己腳那樣)。只要這樣,你立刻就會感到背有伸展的感覺。然後像小baby那樣前後搖擺。要是你無法抓到自己的腳(很多人都不行,因為肚子太大)可以用一條毛巾或一條繩子來幫忙,用他們包住你的腳。拉到你有伸展的感覺。
(請看以下的影片)



These are very basic and easy moves.  Again, please only do these if you are not suffering from any complications.  I am not a doctor and the advice given here is not meant to heal.  They are only a few suggestions from some stretches that you can do if you are in good health. 

這些都是簡易的動作。再一次提醒,如果你有任何懷孕中的不適請不要做。我不是醫生,我在這裡給的建議都不是要做任何的治療。這些只是幾個給健康孕婦伸展身體的小建議。

One thing I always ask Jordan to do for me when I have back pain is to use a tennis ball and roll it around on my back.  It really helps take away some of the tension!
 
另外,當我有背痛時,我常要我先生喬登用網球在我背上滾來滾去。這也能幫助我的背變得輕鬆。

Back pain is very common during pregnancy because your body needs to carry all the weight that is growing heavier each day in your belly.  Doing these little stretches will hopefully help with the pain.

懷孕中可能會有許多不適,腰背痛是其中之一。希望這些小小的動作能讓大家減少些背痛。

Friday, June 10, 2011

I Am CRAZY! 瘋!瘋!瘋!

I'm really happy when I can help out a first-time pregnant friend when she has a certain ache or pain, and I can teach her a few stretches or workouts to make her feel better.  Pregnancy is definitely quite uncomfortable so I'm glad I can help give some advice here and there, especially since I studied and became certified as a personal trainer for pregnant women.   
由於我得到過指導懷孕婦女運動及營養的資格認證,所以我很願意去幫助我身邊第一次懷孕的朋友,做一些伸展動作及運動去減輕身體上的疼痛。
懷孕的過程有時真的很辛苦。能幫我的朋友解決一些問題,真的讓我很開心。



I feel like I learned so much through this course, including tips on how to deal with not only muscle aches, but also with other symptoms of pregnancy like heartburn, constipation, or nausea.  Also, along with the knowledge I learned through the course, I've also had 2 children, and am on my 3rd pregnancy- so I think I can now say that I have lots of experience.
我覺得自己在整個學習課程中得到了好多東西,不單學習到怎樣處理肌肉痛,還學到其他懷孕中的徵狀例如胃灼熱,便秘或噁心想吐的解決方法。不但如此我還有帶兩個孩子及懷第三個孩子的經驗所以我自認對”懷孕”這件事應該算是經驗豐富。

However, I wish I had the answers to everything when it comes to pregnancy.
然而,看起來這只是我的希望,
希望自己對懷孕中發生的所有狀況都有解決方案。


There is one thing that even I cannot control....and it is SO difficult to handle.
有一件事,
我完全無法掌控….
同時非常困難去面對。

I have been EMOTIONAL.
那就是,懷孕讓我變得非常非常的情緒化,
近乎瘋狂的情緒化。


Especially on this 3rd pregnancy。  It's not just crying because of a tv commercial, or being easily irritated.  I feel like I am not even myself anymore and I'm helplessly watching myself go crazy.
特別是在我懷第三個孩子的現在。
這種情形不只發生在連看個廣告也會哭或感到不舒服。
我感覺自己不是自己,同時無計可施的看著自己失去理智。
I know I make it sound so serious, but that's because I feel like it is.  In fact, I really dislike myself when I am overly-emotional.  No.  I hate myself when I'm overly-emotional.
我知道我這樣說聽起來事態非常嚴重。可能因為我自己真的覺得很嚴重吧。
說真的,我實在不喜歡自己太情緒化。
不,我恨自己太情緒化。

I hate when I yell at Malakai because he just won't stop talking but I know all he wants is my attention.
我恨自己會對著凱凱吼叫,
只因為他說話說個不停。
雖然我心裡完全明白他只是需要我的關心….


I hate when I get frustrated at Jordan because I am mad he can't read my mind.
我恨我會對喬登亂生氣,
只因為他沒辦法在我甚麼都沒說的時候知道我在想甚麼…..
I hate when I scream at Eli to "STOP CRYING!" when I know it's a hard age for him because he doesn't know how to talk yet.
我恨我會對凱弟尖叫”不要哭!”
雖然我心裡也完全知道他現在這個年齡無法用言語表達自己的意思…..


I hate when I overreact to something somebody says, thinking that everybody is trying to make me angry.
我恨我對別人說的話反應過度,總覺得他們只是想惹我生氣…
I hate when I sob uncontrollably when I feel guilty that I'm too tired and weak to be a good mom, especially when I know I'm doing my best, and nobody is expecting more from me.
我恨有時自己莫名的感到悲傷而無法停止啜泣…
我恨當我感到由於自己的疲倦及軟弱,無法做一個好媽媽而產生出罪惡感,
特別是,
我恨自己總覺得自己做的永遠不夠好。
I hate when I can't calm down and start to think negatively of everybody.
  我恨自己不能冷靜並把每個人的意思都想成負面的時候….
It is such a strange feeling, to feel like you're not yourself and you can't control yourself.  It's uncomfortable and frustrating, and I find myself fighting myself almost every day to make sure I don't hurt Malakai, Eli or Jordan unintentionally because I can't control these hormones.
這種無法控制自己情緒的感覺非常奇怪。它讓我感到很不舒服也很厭煩。
而且我發現我每天都在跟自己打仗,確認自己不要因為那些不能控制的荷爾蒙而去傷害凱凱,喬登和凱弟的感情。
I think it'd be nice if I could end this entry but offering a healthy solution to this problem, but I really don't have one.  All I know is I can't stress because I don't want my baby to feel it too.  I guess I'll just have to try my very best, and hope it's enough!  Hopefully all the craziness will end soon and I can be that happy cheerful person I usually am.
真希望我能在這篇文章結束時,提出一個健康的解決方案。
但是我真的找不到。我知道我不能有壓力,因為我不希望我肚子裡的baby感到壓力。
我知道我必須盡量克服這些混亂荷爾蒙造成的情緒化反應,並希望這種狀態早日結束,讓原來那個快樂的我趕快回來。


Hope I can get through this insanity quickly!
快讓我從接近瘋子的狀態中解放出來吧!

Sunday, May 22, 2011

The Third Time 第三次


You probably know that I am pregnant right now with our third baby. 

你可能已經知道我現在在懷孕中,肚子裡的是我們家的第三個寶寶。

When I first told all my friends from high school I was pregnant with Malakai, they said "how exciting!!!"  Then when I told them a few years later that I was having another baby, they probably thought "wow!  That's awesome!  A sibling for Malakai!"  Then when I told them just a mere 8 months after Eli was born that I was pregnant AGAIN, they told me "wow! Congratulations!".... 

當我第一次告訴我高中同學說我懷凱凱時,他們說!好興奮!”
幾年後,當我第二次告訴他們我懷孕時,他們可能會想!不錯!給凱凱添一個伴
凱弟出生的八個月後,當我告訴他們我又懷孕時,他們說! 恭喜…………”

But I'm sure they were thinking "now we know for SURE she's crazy."

但是我確信他們的腦袋中一定會想這個女人瘋了


This third baby was kind of a surprise, but a happy one.  We found out on February 4th, 2011 that I am pregnant once again.  After I got a positive on my pregnancy test that morning, I was ecstatic.  I was bouncing around the rest of the day.  I surprised myself at how excited I was, knowing the difficulty that was to follow- morning sickness, back pain, and then three children under the age of 4.
第三個寶寶雖是個意外,但不知為什麼,從一開始她就帶給我們好多快樂
201124日早晨,我起床驗孕。從我確定自己又懷孕的那一刻起,我就非常開心。
那天,我蹦蹦跳跳地過了一整天。
明明就知道接下來我會想吐,背痛,然後要同時帶三個四歲以下的孩子
但是,連我自己都很驚訝,不知道自己為什麼會那麼興奮。


Jordan was at school when I took the pregnancy test, so I sent him a text message with the picture of the positive pregnancy test.  I'm sure when he received a text from me, he was expecting to see "hi, honey, what time will you be done at school today?"  

至於我先生喬登
那天早上他在學校,收到我的簡訊外加一張驗孕棒的相片
我非常確信他收到我的簡訊時百分之百會以為我寫:
親愛的,今天幾點回家?”

Right now I am 21 weeks pregnant, and feeling good.  But I can't say the same for the first 8 weeks of this pregnancy.  I was sicker with this baby than with my other two pregnancies.  It was so bad I couldn't go to the grocery store, couldn't go in my kitchen, couldn't watch food tv shows, without throwing up.  

現在我懷孕21週,感覺良好。
但是前8個星期我可就沒法這樣說了。這次的懷孕比前兩次難過太多了。
不能去買菜,不能走進自己家的廚房,不能看電視上的料理節目
我隨時會吐。


The worst part about the first 8 weeks was not just the physical discomfort, but the emotional one as well.  I felt guilt every single day and cried every single night, because I felt like I couldn't give my children the love and attention they needed.  I realized during these 8 weeks though, that children have an amazing quality that we should probably all strive to have.  They are completely forgiving.  While I was thinking I probably traumatized them forever and they think their mother doesn't love them,  they were probably thinking "wow, I really like playing with cars" and "can I have a bottle?" 

在這8個星期裡,比身體狀況更糟的是我的情緒。
每個白天,我都有罪惡感。每個夜晚,我都痛哭失聲。
因為我感覺到自己沒有給孩子們他們需要的愛和關注….
但是這8個星期裡,我發現孩子們表現出我們努力追求卻常失敗的特質….寬恕。
他們對我,做到了完全的寬恕。
當我深深為自己的疏忽可能造成他們心理上永遠抹滅不去的傷痛擔心時,
他們想的是:
!這部車子真好玩”….
可以給我一瓶奶嗎?”…..
 I have good days and bad days, which makes me wonder how I'll be able to handle three young children.  But I know that if I have a good attitude, each day can be a good day.
我的日子,有很順利的時候,也有很混亂的時候。
這不禁讓我懷疑自己要如何面對家裡有三個年幼孩子的生活。

但是我知道,只要我自己努力去保持一個好的態度….
每一天,都可能平順無比。